im hepi when u'r hepi....


dy hanye kisah lalu..sy tgk awk dah hepi.hepi..sgt hepi...owhh..good!!!rase sgt bbaloi2 pe yg sy pnah wat dulu...smoge awk sntiase hepi yeee....plz3...even..awk x lagi jd owg tpenting dlm idup sy..p sumpah..smpy skunk..n till then..sy ttp nk tgk awk hepi...sile balek n jd owg yg plg bgune kt family.,community..n owg yg sgt awk syg itu ok????..mgkin at dat moment..sy akn tsyum...bgge...sy mgkin da pnah slh n kompius ngan pasaan sy sndri dulu.tp bler sy tgk kamu yg skunk..sy xpnah mnyesal..mgkin sy pnah saket sal kamu... tp pcaye lar..sy lar owg plg hepi bler tgk kamu n ape yg kamu ade skunk..siyesly..sy iklas bkate2 ny..hehe..sy rase,...hnye nk luahkn itu saje..terima kaseh....hehe

~The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen
or even touched - they must be felt with the heart~

p/s:sy jwunk skali lagi...aiyakkk......tapi xd kne mgena ngn idup atau yg mati ye..heee^_^

gambate nehh KAWAAIIII^_^




Sgt windue kowt nak menulis d blog…siang mlm sek tpikir..biler lar nk update anything but ordinary tchentaa ny..ny pun..ak curi2 mase …baru je balek dr pektis drama…drama ape???teeettt…ini adelah rahsia…private n confidential between dak2 dietetik UDM saje ok..ok2..cian lark n..ak juz bley ckp..ak blakon jd kapla geng gedix…benci an..since skewl..tiap kali blakon..sek2 dpt watak antagonis..inesen kowt ika ny..bute seni tol lar dorg ny,,haha..btw,4 our drama.dimaane…bagaimane..kitee tggu d malam award nite Faculty of Medicine n Science Health(FPSK) t ye..=)..(tbe2 rase my heart beat faster..mgapekah?)..ngaaaa…kiter tgglkn ini bsame tnde soal ye..hihi
Second, mggu ny sgt2 lar menarek..tetarek…smpai rase nak patah2 tulang suci diri kuhh ini…sgt beshhh..ari jumaat join g Bukit Besar…panjat bukit..besh2..wehhh..sgt tggi kowt bukit tsbut…dek krane x maw klh ngn dak2 laen..balek je dr Kampus Kusza(ade pjmpaan Sekretariat jap)..tros suh..pakse2 pok van trsbut..drift…anta ktorg,…nk join dak2 MYCLUB yg laen..pancit..pancit..sy pancit…nape?mstilah badan da sgt berat!ngosh2..cpt salahkn kwn2 yg sek gode ak mkn d larut mlm ny..dush3..haha....ngeh3..smpai kt puncak..part yg plg ak ske..SHOOTING TYME!!!!..hak3…=p


p/s:thnx pade isma yg sek tarek2 ak tanpe jemu,sampai kiter same2 bjaye smpai kt puncak..lebiu!haha
Malam ari yg same..g KUSZA balekk.watpe?ngaaa..adekah perlu nk share??malu2..g pektis catwalk lak..hahahaha..siyes..tp bkn pe pun..jd wakil 4 my course je..1 soalan pade diri sndri:cik ika,ckup tggi kewr???ngaaaaa:@
Ari sabtu:explorace….
Name team: Gempak siot..
Trademark: Gambatee neee kawaiii..(SS LAGI?haisyhh..haha)
Ahli team howt KALI ini: Ika,Azie, Sarimi
1 WORD: TERBAEK!!!!!..
.haha..gler rase jd cam kanak2 riang balek..lari smbil gelak2..giler..sume owg da giler..dak medic n diet ny mmg la…sume pale sempoi..i lykee…=)..buku mane?minx maap cik buku..sy tpakse lupekan awk kjap..hihi…2 my geng kejayaan..azie n sarimi..korg mmg tbaek!sgt enjoy..mybe XD REZEKI je..kter dpt no 5 out of 6 (kasi can kt geng laen je ny)..cess…ny sume salah emy lar ny..asek2 suh kiter curi2 point owg laen..tgk.da curik btol2...abes ktorg yg suci da dtuduh geng 3 pnyamun lak..wuwu..haha..



Las but not least..hopefuly ader g xtvt camnie…sgt mantop!muke I pun nmpk g mude..sek gelak je skunk..ini gelak real ok..no more FAKE SMILE=)
p/s: skunk..maseh lagi addicted denga lagu tsbut..2 is better than one..mgapekah?no3..1 is better than 2!!!!cheer up zulaikha!=)..
~mndaki bukit 2 mnyedarkan ak..betol..sgt betol..cane payah nyer nk sampai ke puncak..same je konsep dalam konteks kite nk mncapai kejayaan..ye..idup perlukan pgorbanan..nak bjaye kne brani..kuat…kite x boley bjaye ngn diri sndri je..we need people surround us!..n las..yakin diri..mind set!itu yg pnting..UK!UK!UK!..UNIVERCT OF EDINBURGH….sy sangat mengidamkn kamu..(betolkah ayat ini?haha)..ckp UK..tibe2..tingat ngn owang itu..janji itu…stop it zulaikha!wondering..when may I totally get rid ol dAT feeling..emmmmmmmm

Debaran itu..die dtg lagi!!!



bdebar...ye..bdebar-debar....sgt3 bdebar...mgapekah???nape pasaan ini harus datang..tdow mlm kuhh x lagi tenang..mood kuhh kembali x mnntu...bgun pagi kuhh kmbali buntu..makan?abes lar 3 pnggn jugak=p...ati..oh ati..ak baru je nk tenang ny..rilex lar wehh...perlukah nk rase camnie lagi..cool ok?...aiyakkk...smkn x paham dgn diri sndri...ak semakin tmenung..skjp ke sane..kejap ke snie..bongoshhhh!!!!!

apekah?mgapekah?bagaimanakah?siapekah?
anybody hu can help me????plz raise up ur hand..i need u..by now!!!!!!!!

owh,ye..ini adelah pasaan sy..zulaikha bt abd razak..no m3x 025813.ape yg sgt pgacau itu?mstilah dy..FINAL!!!!.sy sgt takot ngn final yg bakal tibe...ye..xm..xm..xm.....mgapekah msti kamu mganggu ketemteraman idup kuh everytyme kamu maw enter 2 my life?ak takot..adekah ak akn bjaye cam sem2 yg lepas..ataw.....emmmmmm..

p/s:cik semangat..sile kembali..sy x ske diri sy yg skunk..sek2 tdow bak sleepy beauty..(ye kah?)
~wondering...adekah smpat lagi nk kave sume dlm mase 2 weeks b4 study week ny..smgt ntok diri sndri...*ika boley*ika kuat*chaiyok*gambate*..^_^




sy x BERSALAH ok???

sy x BERSALAH ok???





kli ny cam nk jadi baek sebentar...Assalamualaikum everyone...haha=)......emmmm...berat kowt mslh kali ny..haisyhh..mmg rase cam nk luku2 je pale yg sgt cerdik ny..dush3...
emmm..btw..membebel panjang2 pun..siapelah yg dpt merase..keperitan yg ak tggung ny..CUKUP lah sekali je BENDA TERSEBUT berlaku..ak dah x sanggup lar..ya ampunnnn...al kisah nyerr...pade mlm yg hening tsbut...ak bgayut..i mean ber calling ngn kwn baek ak smpy lar nk ke kul 4 pg kt luar umah...dennnnnn..selepas itu..apekah???
mestilah tgk rumah dah bkunci!!..ak ketuk ngn lemah lembut lagi...nk jerit2 pun..x ssuai kowt ngn gelaran wanita melayu terawal yg ak sandang sejak lahir ny..hihi...hp plak tyme 2 lar mgedix2 nak abes kedit n bateri pun same je nk join mgade!mmg ulang alik lar 1 floor 2..ya ampunn..sgt nk mnjerit..ak taw lar hostel ny ngah ade prob pncerobohan an..mmg sume dah jd tertib mndenga kate...sume rumah kunci..waaaa..paham x..pe jenis prasaan ny?xkn lar nk kne tdow kt dlm toilet kn?tamo2..tbe je..tyme ak cam da mule pasrah bmuram durje..berat mate mmndang..berat lagi pale otak ak nk pk wehhh..huhuhuhu


tbe2 ade 2 sore sumbang laki tego..."awak ngah watpe ny?"..wehh..ny musuh utame ak kt UDM ny..pak GUARD!!!!BENCI....paham x..ak dah disoal siat cam nk giler..coz dy inagt ak nk mnceroboh msk kt rumah ak sndri..bongosh...pak guard ny pun..rilex lar an..klo nk 'ngorat2 n bknalan' pun.tgk lar sape an..mke inesen kowt zulaikha ny..n satu g..campak lar sy jubah visitor pink masjid putrajaya 2...selepas sekian lame mnutup aurat..nmpknye.,pak guard 2 owg 2 dah bjaye tgk ak dlm keadaan 'woo' camtue...ke mane tdung?mke sgt jelite bertempek bedak sejuk cam opera cina..sek bek ak pkai bju tdow yg agk sopan..ehem3..pak guard penjahat!dah 2..sume dah setel..dorg rilex je blah cam2...sile lar btanggungjawab weii...ak dah separuh malu ny.:((tolong lar paham)..sek bek lar no dg tsbut jd pnyelamat..n ak bjaye msk bilik lek..wuwu...spesel thnx 4 cat n mira yg berkobalarasi mnolong ak d malam hitam 2..(bodek je ny)..haha..pengajaran?bawak kunci salu!
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msuk je bilik mmg tdow x seda diri lar...bgn2 dah kul 11..ya Allah..mmg suboh gajah lar..maapkn sy umi ayah..ak dah jd anak yg x baek..solat pun kemane...(emo kejap)..hihi..n d most importnt thng is..x dpt join MYCLUB xtvt..sgt frust:(..nk lari2 jugak,,nk wat sand castle gak,,jelexnyer ngan cik asrul n d geng..belasah diri sendiri 1 more tyme...dush3...
xnk bebel pnjg2 lagi..wat pening je...baek g study..(adekah ak suda brubah??? teet)..huhuhuhu...jap, prsoalan ati yg x pnah abes..1 question kt sape yg bacer...klo kter ade syg sum1 tue..tp owg 2 xnk hargai kter pun..adekah kiter perlu move on g ngn owg laen yg lbey sygkn kiter o....myb...kter tgg owg yg kter syg 2 selame2nyer??? sy x jwunk eh..soklan ny kwn sy yg tanye=p







p/s:napelah ak ny sgt x mtg..kambeng gile!!!...ayah umi yg ngah wat umrah 2..tlg doakan anakanda tcinta ny ye!sgt wiso kt adek2 kt umah..mkn pe lar budak due owg 2..2 lar tyme ak ade kt umah,korg sek kutok je megi ak masak..tgkk...skunk...kan dah mrayu2 ajak ak balek..haiasyhhh...x tenang..sek ingat adek je..stiap mase rase nk col dowg..adekah ny tande ak da jd mkn pnyayang kt adek2???faez,muzammil, nabil...cpt bsyukur..dpt angah cam ak ny..ske lar 2 an sebnanyer..cpt ngaku!!hahaha..(monolog snsorg gile..adehhhh..sgt ltey..smlm x tdow..otak senget 180 degree..ngaaaaa~~~~

nabil,adek las...=)..amat,amil dlm ati je..haha

tumpahnye AIR MATE d dlm bas..apekah?



kejadian ini blaku ketika ak dalam pjalann pulang dari kl ke kuala terengganu balek..ye..bas transnasional..ak ingat 2..well ..persoalan d snie...adekah ak  sgt sdey??smpai nak nages segale dalam bas..wuwu
air mate turun tanpe henti..smpai mamat2 kt sebelah ak pun da stat pandang plek.plus ngn pandangan2 sayu..cam nk ckp.."awak ok??"..huhu..ak denga dowg bisik2 sesame sndri..nape ngn dak ny..malu wehh..ak cube mnahan sendu..apekan daye..dtmbah ngn keadaan kesihatan yg x bape baek tyme 2..flu..tmbh drama lar..hah..well..actuali..dpendekkn cter..bukannye mnages pe pun..saje wat drama sket(yelah,4 d next,,nxt sem kn nk msk club teater=p))..sebenar2nye kn..mate kuhh masuk ASAM boi yg dkt jambu yg ak mkn 2!!!!ngosh2..bpasir2 kowt mate rase..ape lah..mate ak pun sangat mgade2 ,..sape suh..oversensitip..cam nk banjir je satu bas 2 ak rase..haha..naseb baek lar..ayah dah bekal kn ak air mineral..mmg tuang2 lar dlm mate..dah jadi baldi dah mate ak..adehh..zulaikha..nxt tyme mkn..sile lbey gelojoh lagi ok??x ckup ngn insiden tcekik tulang keli smpai nk kne g refer ke pakar..skunk..mate msk serbuk asam lak..den..wat's happening next?adekah gajah plak nk msk ke mulut?fikir2 kn lah..slamat maju diri..selamat beramal!!!:)



ade satu yg terlintas kt otak..knapekah sume owg nyer blog tulis post dlm keadaan bahase trsusun..complete..bak kate owg..perfect 10 lar..jelex..ape kn daye..otak kter sume laen2 kn??ak hanye mnjadi diri sndri...tulis pe yg tlintas kt otak..well..till den..i'll improve pe yg prlu..2 b a better woman..(adekah?)huhuhuhuh...


b'balek kpade prsoalan diri..mggu ny rase sgt tnsen..cam sume bnd wat rase nk mrh..adekah ini kesan smpingan sbb pak guard  yg sek jelex ngn pe je yang ak pakai??sile jawab?ak juge turut ade satu pasaan skunk..JELEX..walaupun x perlu kn..jelex kt sape?teet..x perlu taw kowt..till den..c ya by den,insyaAllah:)

sesungguhnyerrrrrr...





nak ckp sket je..sbnanyer..

sbnanyerrrrrr..
sbnanyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....

sy..

sy kan...
ye lar..saye lar...

sy rase cam nk belasah sesape je..
yg sggp jadi mgse pembulian diri ini...





waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..gler~~~~

sekian..terima kasih..haha~~

p/s:sesape yg bminat sile jmpe zulaikha ini tros ye..tade talian hayat pown..
(adekah cuace tlmpau panas ini mndorong kegilaan otak kuhh ini????lalalalala^_*

........sbnanyer kan..sbnanyer kn..ye...sbnayer saye ngah windue gler3..kt seseorang tsbut.
..............hanye beliau yg taw sape kah diri beliau itu....................................................................
.....................tbe2 tingat quote yg ak bace kt dlm bilik tv las nyte......................

PEOPLE WILL FORGET WUT U SAID
PEOPLE WILL FORGET WUT U DId
BUT......
PEOPLE WILL NEVA FORGET
HOW U'VE MADE THEM FEEL!!!!^^

~ini adelah petang...selepas kjadian amik pic ngn dak kos...let's check it out~~~~















JOG.PICC.KL..........energy expenditure BOOSTED!!!


~.....................................~

nmpknyer mggu lepas..btol2 bjaye mnyebabkn insan gemok+montel ini btol2 capek...penat wehhh..jap satu soklan...npe eh..berat ttp degil nk turun..ade ak kesah????haha..bmulenyer ari kamis las wik...dat thurs morning..ak trun,join dak2 Maidam jog 4 health..besh2...dpt men bola jaring+futsal..menang lagi 2 men futsal..2-0 kowt..x sia2.. kuku ak patah2..dalam usahe lead geng 1 a.k.a kumpulan kejayaan..merangkul kejuaraan pagi 2..tyme men bola jaring laa plg dnnti kowt..tingat kngn jd player tyme skewl..cehh..jgn pandang 'kecomelan' ak ngn berbelah2 mate ok..bler maen2 ny..rase cam terbang je sume probs...SUKE!!!^-^..kredit 2 asrul..yg bjaye organise events bgune cam ny..n sume dak2 yg join..nxt tyme make sure kter wat prog ny bnyk3 lagi okieyh.????=)
































n..malam ari tsbut..ak,mira,fatah,emy, n ikram..join prog mpp..g picc..tgk pidato antarabangsa..1 word..EXCITED!!!


















skunk ny..KL yg mmg hometown ak..cam btmbh je dkt rasenyer..KL..sy windue kamu..tanak g sogo..mid..ts..sume2 2 tanak..nk blek umah..adekah ak tbe2 brubah jd anak manje yg homesick????ngaaaaaa..:$

bler kamu sekali lagi wat sy tluke..


sy sudah kembali hepi td..tp knape..kamu...ye kamu..skali lagi dtg ntok meragut sumenyer??knape?awk ingt sy ny kuat sgt ke?i'm juz pretending dat sy ny kuat..taw x?sy berusaha nk wat sume owg tgk sy ttp zulaikha yg same..yg sentiase hepi..tglak..ckp x ingt dunie..cam xd masalah lnsg..taw x..sy blakon je sume 2..i'm not dat bodo nk tjuk sdey kt sume owg..padahal klo lar ati sy ny bley bckp..awk sndri mst sgt tpegun..btape byk nyer blister kt dy..severe..tend 2 b chronic(adekah term science bley dgunekn ktike ini?gelak jap..haha)...sy doakan yg tbaek ntok awk..it's tyme 4 us..to let go each other myb..here a song..4 u my dear...



My Happy Ending-Avril Lavigne



Oh oh, oh oh

So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh

So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oooooh....



Let's talk this overIt's not like we're dead

Was it something I did?Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'In a city so dead

Held up so high

On such a breakable thread[Pre-Chorus:]

You were all the things I thought I knewAnd I thought we could be



[Chorus:]

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to beBut we lost it (but we lost it)

All of the memories, so close to me

Just fade awayAll this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh ohSo much for my happy ending (Oh oh, oh oh)Oh oh, oh oh



You've got your dumb friendsI know what they say

They tell you I'm difficult

But so are they (So are they)

But they don't know me

Do they even know you

(Even know you)

All the things you hide from meAll the shit that you do (All the shit that you do)

You were all the things I thought I knewAnd I thought we could be

[Chorus:]




p/s:cukup lar..ny myb jd post trakhir sy yg bkaitan kamu.pasny..sy akn simpan sume dlm2..sorg2...ika!stop it..study je boley??

hepi..OooOo...hepiii..^_^


1 thing dat ak rase sgt enjoy NAK wat is..BERCAKAP!!!ak mmg suke bckp..so dat..u..u..n u..dun u eva dare to ask me..to stop talking...sy juge suda ade azam yg baru..berikut ialah azamnyer...cheerish every second in ur life...appreciate every single thing surround u...juz flow d life blissfully..owh yeayyy..rase sgt bkobar2 maw blaja..ak maw g uk wehh...jom2...lanx je lar owg nk ckp pe..wat pe kt kter..Allah kn ader ..so jgn takot..
tdetikl kt ati bler bacer blog ikram..yess...i do n oweys want to FLY!!!!!!...tp salu ader je halangan yg bjaye melemahkn ak!ok..jgn mnyesal..jdikan ny..satu cabaran...kli ny..insyaalah..xkn ader bnd yg bley wat ak jatuh lagi..ya Allah..retuilah hamba-MU yg lemah ny..

I WANNA FLY..WANNA..FLY..FLY..FLY...HIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

ZULAIKHA bhete(betol ke pe yg ak eja ny?????ank pompan india???hahaha)...CHAIYOK!
DO BELIEVE IN URSELF OK..

PASTI AKN ADER SINAR BAHAGIE YG AKAN MNJELMA ..
SESUDAH MENDUNG YG TIDAK MAHU SURUT2 INI PERGI..


(adekah ak suda smkn tpngaruh ntok bpuisi spt kiki??tanak100x..haha)

if u can hear me..even juz 4 a while....


when u keep telling me dat..how u've been hurt wif me...how i dun understnd u..how..why..n somehow n somewut..we'll only juz destroy it..destroy..damaged...how can i answer u..while i keep lying down...keep hurt..keep thinking ...wut have u eva done 2 me..seems lyke things become messful,misarable.there's no other way...xcept 4..wut we cooled s..break it..loss it..throw d fwenship away...awayy..awayyyyy.. .promise is sumthng dat we mean 2 do..not only 4 making d words meaningful,suet..i trust u fwen..but d situation seems 2 b hard 4 both of us...u broke it..but..here...i'm juz a lil woman..not perfect..oweys keep doing tons of mistake...chance is oweys been der.GET MY TRUST again!!!..grab it..till u ..urself noe..wut is actually mean by d word fwenshp..n d forgiveness..make our past as a teacher,who'll oweys hunt,search d opportunities by d tymes we did d mistakes... i luv u fwen...u'll oweys b der..deep inside my heart...s a FWEN..dat i'll neva forget..sum1 dat make my world become fullest...even..only juz 4 a while....a second...u'r my teacher..i've learnt a lot from u..laugh,cry...love..n lie...i've got no right 2 insist u...no matter wut..u'r still my FWEN!!our stories seems lyke d picture in my mind..hold it back..


*special post 4 sum1..hu eva lived deep inside my heart...MLHAM*

******live ur life blissfully*****

***till den..i miz our fwenship b4 d things goin' 2 b like diz..indeed!!****