Friday, May 20, 2011

big girl dun cry.

                                                             Time to tell me the truth
To burden your mouth for what you say
No pieces of paper in the way

My memory is cruel
I'm queen of attention to details
Defending intentions if he fails

Too late, two choices, to stay or to leave
Mine was so easy to uncover
So I learned to listen through silence

 when today comes , I become stronger than yesterday
till I found something,
mesmerized me to look upon the truth.
open the eyes so widely,
its hurt more than u were stabbed in the back, I bet.
     have you ever wondered if maybe 
     you dont really miss the person,
          you just miss the routine
~agreed with you, hanis zalikha.

but tonite, i declared myself as a loser
a loser who happens to let her mind blowed 
with a thing that she herself promised to forget
but it never was, even it bleed herself too much.

                                                      it does happen again again and again.
my dear strength. where are you,
please come and hold me tight,
warm me,
im just getting weaker.


Afyfa said...

"have you ever wondered if maybe
you dont really miss the person you just miss the routine"

~agreed with you to, hanis zalikha

Yeah memang benda yang nak dilupakan ni mmg agak susah key... Berat mata memandang berat lagi bahu memikul...

But believe in me... Just let your stength be there Until a time u find that the things really doesn't matter on you...

Doa2 banyak2.. Maybe Allah nak bg pluang supaya kite Tunjukkan Cinta kat Dia plak.... =)

zUlaikha rAzak said...

k.afy, to be truth, i keep on praying for not getting so fragile

sume dah buat, tapi bile dah kuat.ade je benda tibe2 dtg n spoilt hamek kau.damn sakit.

Afyfa said...

Mungkihkah kena baca jampi serapah ak... pelawok..pelawok..pelawok...

Hahahah =)

farah hafizah said...

cepat keluar dgn aku..bia saye bhgiekan kau..hahah!

zUlaikha rAzak said...

k.afy:hahahaha...u ny...suke taw..thnx k.afy..u sgt baek.tacink lah camnie.:")

zUlaikha rAzak said...

farah:bile..kau bz kije je.pakwe pun T_T